im pulling the shades, i can't take it anymore. people saying "you suck", i am a zombie of all of their self-highering words. i am a depressed pixeler defined in his own shadowy blocks. the world is full of cruelty, whether it be in the form of self depression or people making horrible harassing deviantart comments like that one guy that kept telling me my art sucked ass. thanks for making me feel depressed and worthless you assholes, hopefully now i can be at peace from all of those unsympathetic idiots. kudos to those that made me feel like i was part of this place, i claimed to be the best, thought i was the best, and was sometimes boosted up by your good moral efforts as being good. thank you for accepting me, but that only applies to about 5% of the people here. well, no use for deviant art any more, no use for the internet, or even a glass of water. the shades will shut when the last wound is cut. goodbye.

i ahve been raelly depressed lately why i dont know. i guess its prboably cause my cousin jeremy commited suicide last month it was really diffuclt for me and hard to deal with. jeremy was about my age, well he was 2 years older then i am. we used to play checkers, video games, and go ifshing with are parents sometimes. he killed himself caus he got made fun of at school and work because of his physcial deformity he had since birth - he needed a leg brace and limped sometimes cause his leg wasnt formed right or something, so thye made fun of him for it and i guess he couldnt tak iet anymore. its so sad i odnt know what to do, maybe i am just a piece of crap to i dont know i am so confused.

there are some that aprpecaite me and some that dont. so i must ask this question i have been wondering for a long time:
WHY IS EVERYONE SO MEAN I JUST WANT TO SHOW OFF MY PRO PIXEL ART AND EVERYONE MAKES FUN OF ME??? WHAT DID I DO THIS IS ALMOST AS BAD AS THE DEAD FISH

OH MY GOD I SEEN THE MOST DIGSTUING THING EVER, I WAS ON DEVIANTART AND I WAS BROWSNG MY HOMEPAGE AND SOME IDIOT STUCK A PICTURE OF A POOR DEAD FISH AND WROTE WORDS ON IT THIS MAKES ME OUTRAGED PETA OR SOMETHING SHOULD DO SO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS YOU PEOPLOE ARE SICK!!!!

THIS IS THE PICTURE: [link]