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goodbye

Tue Mar 28, 2006, 8:30 AM
im pulling the shades, i can't take it anymore. people saying "you suck", i am a zombie of all of their self-highering words. i am a depressed pixeler defined in his own shadowy blocks. the world is full of cruelty, whether it be in the form of self depression or people making horrible harassing deviantart comments like that one guy that kept telling me my art sucked ass. thanks for making me feel depressed and worthless you assholes, hopefully now i can be at peace from all of those unsympathetic idiots. kudos to those that made me feel like i was part of this place, i claimed to be the best, thought i was the best, and was sometimes boosted up by your good moral efforts as being good. thank you for accepting me, but that only applies to about 5% of the people here. well, no use for deviant art any more, no use for the internet, or even a glass of water. the shades will shut when the last wound is cut. goodbye.
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~desk1ll Mar 29, 2006, 1:51:31 PM
that sounds like your killing your self. i feel the same way. goodbye. i always liked your art. it was cool

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~GinTsuki1290 Mar 29, 2006, 2:41:46 PM
......I have about 6 friends who are cutters, many of which are suicidal, and I DON'T find it humorous to hear you ACT like that's what you're trying to achieve. Nor do you evoke ANY sort of pity out of me since I can tell QUITE easily that you are in NO way depressed. You have a VERY high self-esteem and your opinion of your art is FAR too high for you to hate yourself enough to commit suicide. That's bullshit.

Why don't you think before you make statements like this? It's NOT appreciated.

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=whitesidevampire Mar 29, 2006, 5:02:04 PM
You know, I think my art is amazing, but I've tried to commit suicide before. You may have friends who are cutters- you might even be a cutter or an ex cutter yourself, but you have NO right to judge Dean in any way. If you're going to be an insensitive retard, do it somewhere else.

YOU aren't appreciated.

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=whitesidevampire Mar 29, 2006, 5:04:22 PM
:heart: I still love you Dean, you'll always live in my heart, as the Best Damn Pixel Artist there ever was. :(:love::hug:

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Specifically, Mrs. MacNeil, she advised me to "keep my fingers away from her goddamned cunt."
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~james14 Mar 30, 2006, 3:13:03 PM
WHY did you do that Dean, why?! Damnit, now I've lost one of my best friends I've ever had, even if you didn't think it or realize it.
R.I.P.
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~GinTsuki1290 Mar 30, 2006, 4:11:06 PM
whatever, I just take this way seriously than he is and I doubt anyone who's planning to commit suicide would post it on the internet... especially not in this fancy poetic manner, it's NOT a joke

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-Rita Mae Brown

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:icongintsuki1290:
~GinTsuki1290 Mar 30, 2006, 4:11:18 PM
*way more

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"The statistics of sanity are that one out of every four Americans suffer from some form of mental illness. Think of your three best friends. If they are ok, then it's you"
-Rita Mae Brown

My Vampire Code:
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~james14 Mar 30, 2006, 4:17:50 PM
Umm, GinTsuki I'm pretty sure Dean is gone, and he is gone forever. Dean was the one that told me about DA and got me to register (although I cant say I find much use of it myself.) Unfortunatley I found out from my mom this morning when Dean's parents called to say that he had killed himself Tuesday evening. If you dont believe me I posted in my journal everything that I know to-date and will glady post more when I find out. I still dont know the full details and Im still shocked and horrified that something like this would happen. I just don't understand why...
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=whitesidevampire Mar 30, 2006, 4:18:08 PM
Actually, it's been done thousands of times. Famously, even.
Didn't you hear about the MySpace guy that did that? He sure as hell wasn't joking, he killed himself.

Explore the internet a little more, and you will see that not everyone thinks the way you do. Some people, post their intentions on the internet. Some people speak archaically. Who are you to judge?

You don't take it seriously- because you didn't take Dean seriously. Your belittling comments aren't welcome, so just get off his page.

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Specifically, Mrs. MacNeil, she advised me to "keep my fingers away from her goddamned cunt."
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=whitesidevampire Mar 30, 2006, 4:19:57 PM
It's okay James, I'm sure he's smiling down at us now. :)

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Specifically, Mrs. MacNeil, she advised me to "keep my fingers away from her goddamned cunt."
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